Thursday, July 22, 2004

ERR!!!

Hey,

Well, I guess I'm not going down to my mother's house. And if I have a choice, I may never go down there. I really don't want to see her or talk to her at the moment. Basically some crap happened, I did what I thought was right. But she was "disappointed in me" for not going to her first instead of my father (excuse me, mother dearest...you haven't exactly shown that you've cared before), according to her all that I am is a gossip, and I "fucked up Alex's life". (her words not mine). Apparently she thinks loyalty to my sister's trust comes above her well being. Never mind that Alex telling me what she did was a cry for help :ie..she was way in over her head. (and no, I didn't realise that, every other adult who actually knows about this said that). She said some other crap and it really hurt. It was like the last straw. I'm tired of her continuously saying hurtful things (most of the time behind my back), never taking the innitiative to contact me or my sisters, putting her boyfriend/husband's kid over us. Needless to say, I'm just a little ticked and hurt. I wish Greg were here. He's a great person to talk to. But alas, he's still at camp. ah, well that is life.

Dani Rose



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