Thursday, November 27, 2003

Hey,
HAPPY THANKSGIVING
It's really interesting how COMPLETLY oblivious Em, Jocie, Geoff, and a few others think
I am. I know I'm very nieve, the group innocent, and all that jazz, but good grief! I'm not as blind as they seem to think I am. I can see that Brandon flirts alot, I can tell when someone likes me(sometimes), I can tell whether or not to trust someone. I see the signs(referring to whether or not someone likes me)....sometimes; it's just that I pass it off as misreading them, so i ignore them to the point of seemingly obliviousness, thus why I am VERY surprised upon learning that so and so likes me.
Brandon broke up with Sarah a week ago. What fun. He's planning on remaining single until after Christmas break cuz of things going on at home. Don't ask, cuz I ain't saying.
Dani

Monday, November 03, 2003

Em, I'm not going out with Greg. I don't like him that way, never have. And about Brandon....I know. I shouldn't like him because he flirts alot and has a girlfriend and I should get over him. I can't. And don't you like him as well? :-)I know, not as much as me. But I'm willing to take the risk of getting hurt. I just have this feeling that there is something more beyond what it is your seeing. That he is actually a pretty good guy. But maybe I won't risk it. You, my father, my sister(who I don't trust what she says), and two aquantances(Jocie and Geoff) are telling me to stay away from him, that he is bad news. The funny thing is, my intuition hasn't been giving me misgivings. But since he is going out with someone else, I will make a consious effort to get over him. This is definately an excercise in hitting my head against the wall.
Dani

Sunday, November 02, 2003

Hey,
There was a dance last night. It definatly wasn't one of the better ones that I've been to. Em got mad at me for "dragging" her ther. I admit, I wanted to go and made it clear to her, so I felt bad when it turned out to be slightly lame. And she wasn't feeling well, but she didn't see fit to let me know until the dance. If I knew, I probably wouldn't have dragged her there. The music was more often crappy that not. I did get to dance with Brandon though; slow dance included. I actually didn't mind that, which is semi unusual, considering that I normally hate slow dancing. While dancing, we had an interesting conversation. He apologized yet again for the last two weeks. As he accuratly put it, (forgive me for swearing, but I'm quoting him), "The past two weeks have been hell for you, hasn't it?". It sure hasn't been easy, that's for sure :-) Oh well, all things pass. What I want to know is if he supposedly likes me, then why is he going out with Sarah? She can be incredibly mean and self-absorbed and is exactly opposite of him. I know opposites attract, but I think that crosses the line. He probably either a. Doesn't like me, and likes her, or b. Doesn't want to hurt her, as some people have already told me. I'm more inclined to beleive a.
I just found out that Greg STILL likes me. Everyone looked at me as if I were an idiot when they realised that I didn't know. That's slightly irritating, but I am an idiot. I'm baffled as to why I'm all of a sudden getting attention from guys. Every year before this, I've been teased and ignored. Oh well. More later,
Dani