Monday, October 27, 2003

Hey,
thursday and Friday were quite easily the worst days I've had in a long time. On thursday, em and I got in to a fight . It all started out when Em and Derek started fighting. I finally got sick of her beating on him and I yelled at her. Lucky me, Brandon was there as well. It then ran off and Brandon very kindly started to help put the peices back together. He got Em and Derek to apoligize and helped me calm down. I then embarrassed myself by crying on him.
On Friday, I found out he(Brandon) was going out with Sarah. That wouldn't have been a problem, except for the fact that I like him as more than a friend and I was under the impression that he liked me too and was single. We had misunderstood what eachother had said which was why I landed in that fiasco. Because of that, trust went down the drain. My dad doesn't even want me to hang out with him. He says that a guy who even when going out with another should NOT flirt with another and give her the impression that he is single and cares for her. The problem is that I am entirely TOO trusting, forgiving and nieve. It's not in me to distrust someone who has been kind too me. I know that, yet I'm still like that. I don;t even know if I can trust him anymore.
Dani

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